I LOVE YOU

2008-12-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

2008-12-17T06:49:00.002+08:00

I seriously feels tht my blog is so dead without MY photo. hahahs. I had been so lazy to update all the new photos in as my card reader is at my friend's place. I dont really even have the time to blog althought i rally feel like doing it. My blogskin sucks to the max & i hadont even have the time to add the tagboard in. Everything in my life seems so dead now. But, I'm getting my result like tmr? OMG ! I'm so s so so so anxious. I want to pass !! Pleaseeee !! I had said it like a million times in my blog. Please okays.
I miss Lessy but i've meet up with her like ytd?
And, i miss going shopping, going to work & all those f-ing things.
BUt, I'm now @ my friend's place. I'll need to stop alrd. Byes ! <3

2008-12-12T00:04:00.002+08:00

I had never never expected him to be someone like tht. Its not any sadnessor ager, it is a disappointment to know tht he is such a person. I seriously never even imagine it. TIMER, can believe it ? I'm th sort of person tht hate timer & I had never never timed anyone before. BUt, all i can say now is, I wont fall into tht trap alrd.

2008-12-10T15:37:00.002+08:00

aww, i broke my promise. I'll upload the photos later ! Dont say never okays, as long as it is TODAY, i've not broke the promise !

Slack-d around again, I know all of you are gonna say i've no life. Had not been to work for sooo many days. I hate to be isolated a side for nothing. Although CANDY is back from her vacation, I still somehow, hold back from going to work. idk why, dont ask me. Sorry peeps, I know you're vewing. hahah.

Somehow, I'm quite addicted to blogging :DD i'll update everyday !! I'm superb looking forward to the stupid school reopening & getting my result. Please please please, let me pass alrights ~
I know i've changed to someone ermm.. not so good fopr these few weeks. But i assure tht the old RACHEL will be back soon yeas ! Muacks ! BYES :D

2008-12-08T14:02:00.002+08:00

I SERIOUSLY MUST STOP BEING A NUISANCE !
RACHEL ONG, stop doing this stupid stuffs can ?!?! Its so damn f-ing obvious alrd & you still dont get it !!
You have brain not ?

I SWEAR, JUST NOW WILL BE THE LAST PHONE CALL THT I'LL DIAL, TO HIM. &&, I'll delete his contact from my phone & everysingle f-ing trance of him. Thts th best thing i can do now :DDDDDDDDDDDD

BYE !

2008-12-08T13:47:00.003+08:00

Its just so not true

WTF ! damn sian man ! I think my life is so damn f-ing bored ! And, now I'm at my auntie's place, waiting for the time to past :D Can imagine how bored i am ? Alrights, I shall not blog with no pictures anymore ! Rachel swear to upload pictures for the next post okays. Because I'm too lazy to do so now :D I so dan envy my cousin having this small netbook. aww., so damn nice. I want one too ! hahah. Fancy me saying stupid stuffs @ orchard such as saying tht i would marry tht ass tht buy me a LV bag every month. hahah. And, meet my needs for shopping ! hahah. so, total up, i wanna marry a rich guy ? I think I'm so stupid to say this in my blog. LOLS ! Just ignored what i've sid just now. I think tht i'mtalking rubbish totally ! hahah. And, I'm going home to bath & meet the 2 same person. After tht, I'm going all th way to Tampiness to meet a idiot for dinner. see, I'm soo nice right? You'd better be grateful. lols. byes.

Forever is just a word tht guys used to cheat girls.

Please don't fall into it, girls.

2008-12-07T18:30:00.000+08:00

A: People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B: Tag 10 people to do this quiz & those tagged cannot refuse doing.
These people must cannot tag that person back.
C. Continue this game by sending it to other people:

1. Meiying
2. Charleen
3. KunXun
4. ShiYing
5. Fiona
6. KokPin
7. MingShuang
8. Kaiting
9. Jolene
10. Junior?

1) What have you been doing recently?
- working, slack, sleep, eat

2) Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
- yes, & thts when i'm piss-ed off with someone

3) What happened at 10am today ?
- I'm sleep (hahah!)

4) When did you last cry?
- few days ago?

5) Believe in fate/destiny?
- Of course !

6) What do you want in your life now?
- Love, money & life !

7) Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
- I do, sometimes.

8) Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- No.

9) What was the last movie you caught?
- "The Coffin"

10) Does anyone know you like him/her?
- idk ? Its rather complicated.

11) Do you speak other languages besides English?
- Chinese & Hokkien

12) What is your favourite website?
- thts-love.blogspot.com (lols?)

13) What are you going to do tomorrow?
- idk. I may die tonight?

14) What do you think you are like?
- outgoing, crazy, loud !

15) Who would you choose to die with?
- nobody.

16) Where have you been today?
- funland, home, auntie's place & MeiYing's house

17) What games do you play often?
- mahjiong

18) Who are you missing right now?
- hmmms. its better not to reveal.

19) If you have to choose between a friend & your lover,who would you choose?
- sisters

20) What are you doing now?
- Waiting for the f-er to call, msn, blogging & listening to music

21) What secondary are you from?
- Chung Cheng High Yishun

22) Name 3 colours you like .
- RED ! white & black :D

23) What emotion do you like to show?
- happy !

24) What is life to you?
- STUPID, complicated

25) If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
- I'll share with my sisters

26) Who did you last chat with on msn today?
- JUNIOR

27) Who do you admire most?
- hmms. guan daddy

28) Which month were you born in?
- September

29) How do you feel right now?
- piss-ed off & angry !

30) What is the time now?
- 06:36 PM

31) What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is like?
- hmms. great ?

32) What colour do you use to dye your hair?
- BLACK ! hahah.

33) What do you do when you're moody?
- eat chocolates

34) At which state do you want to get married?
- when both party is ready

35) Who is important to you?
- Friends, sisters & Family

36) If today were the last day of your life,what would you do?
- Cheer people up

37) Who is/are the person/people that you trust the most?
- Charleen, ShiYing, Meiying & Shi En ♥

38) Do you believe seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- yes :D

39) If you have a dream to come true,what would it be?
- Thts a secret yeas :)

40) What is your goal for this year?
- Pass my N level please ! :(

41) Do you believe in eternity love?
- yes i do.

42) What feeling do you love the most?
- being loved

43) Do you really think it's global warming now?
- lols ? -.-

44) What feeling you hate the most?
- wronged, single-sided love

45) Do you like doing quizzes?
- Yes.

46) Do you believe in God?
- Yes.

47) Who cares for you the most?
- Family & Friends.

48) What have you regretted in your whole life?
- there's too may to list out.

49) What would you do if nobody cares for you any longer?
- maybe, suicide? hahah.

50) What would you do if your girlfriend/boyfriend 2-time you?
- denpends on how i feel for him.

51) How do you feel right now ?
- hais.

2008-12-07T18:23:00.000+08:00

People kept asking me about my previous post if tht guy IS my bf. Alright, tell you the truth then, HE'S NOT ! He is one of the members of Taiwan Mo Fan BBT ! lols, he is JianTU ! I know tht he's cute :)

Yesterday

I've nothing better to do, went to meet sunhui & laurence. P.S-ed sunhui halfway while accompanying laurence to his workplace (sorry!) &&, sunhui is sooo damn piss-ed off with me :( Then, i went my friend's place, slack-d. Meet-up with mummy to eat mac. Sent her to the bus stop & meet sunhui & laurence again. Went to mac for THEIR dinner. And, maybe its because tht laurence is too ass, tht mac person gave him 4 pcs of mcnugget instead of 6 pcs. And, this type of thing only happen like, once in a life time. where got people so suay one? lols. Went to SAFRA after tht, meet meiying & her bf -.- Cab-d home awhile more. And, I'm superb piss-ed off because i waited for a phonecall till 3 a.m. WTF ! Why am i so stupid to wait for tht phonecall ? -.-

Today

Wake up & ate the food tht mummy brought for me :D Bath-d, busd down to meet the same 2 person again. aww, life's bit too bored. And now, I'm @ Meiying's place :D byes !

2008-12-05T13:00:00.001+08:00

Rachel is lazy, she seriously felt so sick. Yeap, gastric pain again -.-
I got to go alrd. shall blog tonight :) misses, byes.

2008-12-03T11:00:00.003+08:00

I'm working, superb busy. hahah.Rachel is back to the busy women lifestyle. I guess i've not much time left. &&, I'm very worried about my results. I really really hope tht i can pass. Pleeaseeeeee ! :( Let me pass okays, I'll love you to the MAX de :D Actually, I'm irritated because of lots of things. Hais. Anyway, i don't want to worry about any things anymore. Just a carefree lifestyle will do. Although its like no life, but, i still pretty enjoyed it :D
I went back to my old working place. It pretty fun, knowing new people. Though I'm the 2nd youngest :D The supervisor sucks to the core larhhs. She is those kind tht act innocent but actually very scheming type :( why do these type of person exist in this world. Work was fun after all. BUt, she isolated me in a far-away counter, away from the others. Ask me to go there to roll paper eh. How irritating can it be? But, my candy will be back soon. I can complaint to her alrd !! loves <3

2008-12-01T17:34:00.001+08:00

Aww, my bf !! He's all mine okays !! lols !!

Thts it, bye bye !

For Linjei

2008-12-01T14:45:00.002+08:00

To LinJei:

I'm glad tht you have got a job,
I'm glad tht you hope tht you can pass your exam,
I'm glad tht you've the determination to quit smoking.
There is no point to give up anything or everything just for a person. Its not worth it. When you've grow older, more mature, you'll laugh at your stupidity at this point of time.
Just, be yourself, dont think about the past anymore.
YOu can find someone better, I'm just not the one for you.
Takecares we can still be friends :D

2008-12-01T13:04:00.003+08:00

End of SITEX ! should i say tht i'm happy or sad. I hate it when i make friends & can only see them for like, days. LOLS !
Nicole & Zhi Ping , the two uni students !!
Mark & Yi Min , gays ?
Clinton , teddy bear
Darren , the also buay song me guy :D
Shawn, Mickey Mouse
Keith, The F guy tht owe me chocolate & never return
Yan, f-ing attitude guy
Mark & all the other staffs from COURTS TAMPINESS !!
Will be working for the upcoming SITEX show too, which will be in like june/july 2009 :(

I'm dead tired & I'm gonna be working for the whole month starting from tmr. gosh, I wonder how i'm gonna survive. But, I definitely will make it ! Not having a bf is a superb good & wise decision i've made. So, friends & sisters, I'll be available !! Provided tht i'm not working :DD
Yesterday after work, went with YM , Clinton & Darren to eat BK (sorry Chuwen, p.s you, you're rushing what). And, there was this stupid person tht msg-ed me, saying all those rubbish stuffs. Clinton suggested to "disturb" tht person. I guess he have nothing better to do yeas. They quarrelled dont know for what -.- Took train with YM, bounce-d from CityHall. I suddenly realise tht he's so sick ! He kept saying disgusting(from what i feel) stuffs ! (i mean spiritual) gosh ! Reached yishun, meetup with Meiying as she had been waiting for me all along :) SonHui ton-d @ her place, I just slept & ignored them. Her house has became my second home. hahah :)
ILOVEYOU meiying. LOLS ! Do i sound sick saying this? :)

*shall let fate decide what i'm gonna be. One step at a time, i may be able to suceed :DD
Always look at the bright side of life.

2008-11-28T23:56:00.002+08:00

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

I took an oh-so-boring test :) But, the result seems pretty not too bad, this proves tht i am happily living ! Yeas ! Anyway, I've started work, will be busy for days. There's some problem with my hp ): But, overall, the whole job was fun. Most importantly, i made new friends. Its either tht the old look young or the young look younger. There're all nice people :) You know, work is soooo tiring. But, at least, i'm really happy :)

Nt to let my mum worry I'm not with him anymore. People tht know me well would actually know the reason. Its like, obvious ? I'm tired, nights.

2008-11-26T22:55:00.003+08:00

I'm back to meiYing's place. Have not been home for days, sorry mummy ! Because tht i'm staying out late, my mum felt that i've changed. Anyway, please be prepare for tis superb wordy post :D

"I dont know why i felt this way, but, i feel tht sisters, friends, work & money is the most important thing. I hope you understand. I'm not afraid to let you know all these. I can be with you, stay with you when you need me, by your side when you're sad or unhappy. But, i don't really like to stick with my bf everyday. I dont' know why too. I just cant get back to this type of lifestyle. I like to enjoy my freedom. You know, sometimes, when i talk to you, you dont get what i mean at all. You sort of dont understand my language. I like to enjoy times with my friends, i like to be alone at some times. I dont really like to have my bf @ my side every minute. I now you will feel sad when you read this. But, i'd rather than you know it now or later. In the beginning, you're not tht type of guys tht i would go for or look out for. The type of guys i like is very different. But, i felt tht you're true, thts why i agree to be with you. If not, I dont think i would go steady with anyone till i'm older. I still want to enjoy my life for now. I dont want to because of bf den have conflict with my sisters or friends. P.S them because of my bf. I think this is a F stupid thing to do now. To say frankly, your mindset is bit childish. I really hope tht you're more mature because i really want this to last. I'm tht type tht would look into the future, like what i've said ytd night, money very important. Thts why i ask you to get into a poly so tht you would have a better future. I know larhhs, there is lots of other ways larhhs. But then, if your mindset is still this way, never gonna be mature & think better, who can help you ? hais. I dont know whats more to say larhhs. Now, we only a few days nias, i talk so much also useless. Its not as if we've been together for years. You get what i mean ? "

Had been slacking for days. Its time for me to be bit more hrdworking. From tmr onwards, I'm working. Work = Hardwork = Money = No time for BF . hahhah. I'm so bad right ? :D II'm working @ EXPO hall 6, PC siteX show, Visit me If you're free okays? But, please text me okays. Isetan Scotts person called me. She say tht she want me back. So, since tht i have nothing better to do other than slacking, i decided to go back to work @ ORCHARD. &&, yes, i LOVE orchard ! hahha. I'm now damn f stress & piss-ed off with the things tht happened. I need to think of a solution !

Rachel's Timetable for the month

27/11 ~ 30/11 : SITEX PC SHOW @ expo
1/12 : OFF DAY
2/12 ~ 31/12 : ISETAN GIFT WRAP

Looking forward to my Christmas Celebration with lessy. I wont P.S you because of bf de. I LOVE YOU yeas ! Muacks. hahah. Byes, nights !

2008-11-26T00:34:00.002+08:00

These few days damn shag :( I think, superb no life. I'm bored, everything is soooo boring (except for some :D ) His friends are entertaining, i just cant stop laughing. hahah. Alrights, i dont think there is a need for me to report every single thing tht i have done on my blog. But, I'm tired. hahah. Nights love. I'll miss you (although we meetup nearly everyday -.-).
Respecting others is what you require in order for people to respect you. (basic knowledge okays ! )

*eh, chongwei, I'm not from the zoo okays, zoo keeper ! :D

2008-11-23T19:58:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry, no photos today.
Ton-d yesterday with b's friends, ChongWei (oh yeas, i do have his photo!), MeiYing & B. Slacked, talked & they're rather amusing lo, seriously. Early in the morning, there are two idiots tht played badminton ! While they're playing, i'm sleeping, lying on hte table. hahah. Back with MeiYing to her house the next morning, slept for about an hour, headed home, bath-d, meet up with her other friends at Sembawang. Took a bus down to Bugis to get stuffs, saw a girl tht i've no0t seen for a long long time, SERENE. I guess you all also don't know which one i'm talking about. hees. Cab-d to plaza Singapura. B was quite angry with me? Or should i say i'm angry with him. hahah. While i'm working, he is SLEEPING ! Tht stupid !! :DDDD Mag also never reply, phone call also never pick up.
The work was much tougher than my the other job. so damn hard. Ate, talked, went back to yishun meet b. Not really in tht mood. Meiying went tfor piercing while we went northpoint then to funland (tht stupid childish place!). We''re stuck at the video shop which had played "Chronicles Of Narnia". Go funland, do nothing. Sian to the max. MeiYing came back, acompanied b awhile more, went with MeiYing to her house then to a don't know where coffeeshop. Slack-ed, ate with JunHe, Daniel, SunHui, Fengrong kor & Naziru. Handphone no batt, borrowed JunHe phone to talk to b. Came back to MeiYing's house, talked bit more with b, slept ! I just woke up to update about ytd. There is PC training for today :DDDD loves, byes !

*I shall upload chongwei's photo later, my lappy not with me.
*Felt more relax after making things clear. No worries larhhs, i trust in you <3

2008-11-22T13:13:00.008+08:00

Told you tht i would blog your photo le !!
SEE !! I blogged alrd !!

Currently in superb good mood, listening to: With Love <3

Early morning, i wake him up by sending 2 sms & 1 phone call. hahah. Bath-d, meet him for breakfast-cum-lunch. After eating, went to meet the victim (th one for th accident thingy) to go to Singapore Traffic Police Headquarter to let them take my statement. Play-d with my DS, waited for the officer. Took about an hour for everything to end. Called him again, wake him up. Meet up with him, crap-d bit and went to 213. I thought tht th S*****E would be there. Feel like looking at her real entire **** face. lols. But, heard from Fiona tht she is working. Damn it, no luck. But its alrights larhhs, i dont give a damn anyway.
After going there, went to sembawang look at him pay tht stupid arcade game -.- Waste my time. lols. Something happen, shall not elaborate, will scare th shit out of you. Then, we went to yishun, 850, didn't went there for like superb long time. hahah. For years i think. Meetup with his friends, went to walk around orchid Park Secondary, should nt say walk about larhhs, should say tht we only walk NEAR the school. From far, i alrd saw something. lols. Will not talk about any other things about ytd :DDD I'm bitchy, i know. hahah.

Called peers, asked them to go orchard themselves. Reached office at about 2 plus, started to use my lappy, charge my phone. Im so damn ass right ? lols. 4 new comers came, taught them some stuffs & brought all of them to Cityhall den to Orchard. They're damn tired because of the sales there. There's huge event over there. I saw JJ, Lin JunJie. He damn short can ?!?! lols. Also not very shuai. But, from far, i heard his voice, seriously nice larhhs. But then, didn't manage to take photo with him because of all the security officers round him. Was tired, meet Xin Sheng, went back to lavender. Thanks jack, i appreciate lots of what you've did <3 ( he would say: KINDNESS! ) OKays, i'll chiong my work so tht i wont dui bu qi you ! hahah.

2008-11-21T02:26:00.003+08:00

Today was a cockroach day (omfg!)
Know what, today was the 2-month-once cockroach spraying day! And, my mum forgot to actually close the window. So, the chemical was "blown" INTO my house. &&, this lead to the gathering of all the insects such as cockroaches(which was mostly) at my kitchen & dining room. &&, there was one person tht didn't save me though i told him what happened &&, the worst thing is, he sounded so relaxed ! LOLS. But, maybe its because, nowadays, guys are not afraid of these stuffs -.- Did not dare to leave the room at all ! Luckily, my uncle cab-d all the way from Yishun to "save" me & my sister from this disaster. Bath-ed & meet up with peers @ orchard. Because of the stupid cockroach thingy, I was late for an hour, which is the longest late time in my entire life ! I'm so sorry to keep them waiting. From Yio Chu Kang, train-ed all the way to orchard, meet up with them, train-ed all the way to YISHUN again.

Meet HuaiMin to get stuffs, meet up with tht accident victim to somewhere. Went to eat at the newly opened Xin Wang Restaurant. Not too bad, affordable. But, i didn't eat much. Was bit piss-ed by their service. I waited sooo long for tht ramen, in the end, she said it is sold out -.- Lose my appetite completely. Cab-ed to Chinatown, then to WISMA to meet the peers. They did well, achieved their target !! LOVES !! Keep it going alrights, love all of you !!

I wanna watch movie !! Sian to the max already !!

* i find tht you're not th scary anymore, seriously :DDD happy to hear this? lols.
I', just talking rubbish. Ignore me !
Thnaks for msging with me te whole day.
My inbox is full of your name okays ?!?! :DDD
Hope a fews days later, i wont be classified into th "oh-so-disturbing" category :DDD

2008-11-20T00:53:00.003+08:00

I'm so bored right now. hahah. Should not say bored cause i'm talking to a boring person in msn. He say will type longer de. But the conversation of his name still so short, i don't know why. lols. My inbox is full of his name, lessy's name & MeiFoong's name. Thanks uh, for flooding my inbox. If not, i'll be bored to the max ! Thts all, back to msn again :DD

2008-11-19T21:29:00.003+08:00

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I loose my sense of wrong and right
I'd cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

- Secondhand Serenade, It's not over

I'm not hinting anything, i just feel tht this sound sounds bit meaningful. Thts why. Alrights, end of all this stupid thingy. Today's sales was bad. Maybe its due to the rain. Rain rain, go away. I don't like rainy days. Bad memories. Lessy did not work today. I guess she's just too tired or is it my fault? Sorry lessy <3 Changed my blogskin & blogsong. I forgot to mention i yesterday's post, i randomly went with lessy to watch "The coffin". I'm gad tht i did not watch it with a guy. I'll scream my head off if i do. I guess i was the noisiest (together with TSY) in the cinema. But, overall, the show was not too bad (although i dont know what the whole story is about) Its scary okays ?!?! Thailand movies are really worth to watch. I keep telling Lessy in t cinema "I think we pay tht 6 bucks to scare the shit out of us!" &&, guess what she said? "LESSY, THIS IS WORST THAN A ROLLER COASTER RIDE !!" Superb funny larhhs . hahah. Imagine tht. She used a horror movie to compared with a Thrilling ride. LOLS.

Anyway, While walking to Cineleisure, there was this 3 guys tht was infront of us (but i didn't really notice), We started a conversation tht made them laugh:

Rachel: eh, lessy, see tht 3 guy tht is cleaning the glass, hanging like 3 storey high, i wish i am one of their wife.
Lessy: why ?
Rachel: Because, the company confirm got buy insurance for them. Hang like tht, later fall down, i got insurance to take.
Lessy: Yaya. hahah.

Then, tht 3 guys infront were alrd laughing -.-

Tng Shi Ying says tht she wanna marry Jay Chou because, he has sickness & is dying !! Can inherit his assets !! hahhah ! Dream on man, he's mine !

Okays, enough of all these stupid things. I went shopping today, once again. I have over spent my money :( To play save, i'd better earn more money ! alrights, enjoy my blogsong. Thankyews * leave a tg if you've been here :DD

2008-11-18T13:48:00.003+08:00

I'm at home !! hahah. It seems like my mum had bought lots of food for me to eat just in case my gastric acts up again (: Thanks mummy <3
Recently, every single meal, i will experience gastric pain ): Eat also pain, don't eat also pain. I really don't know what to do. Maybe its because tht i have stop taking medication. hahah. I deserve tht pain right? I know. But, the pain is KILLING ME ! hhahah.

I'm heading to tht interview alrd (: I want to go EAST COAST PARK ! hahah. I want to go for a bbq or chalet or roller blading ! Didn't go for one for quite some time. I miss sports !

So, RACHEL'S upcoming event would be :

1. Roller blading
2. Swimming
3. Ice skating
4. Hiking
5. Badminton session
6. Volleyball session
7. CHALET
8. BBQ
9. K session
10. CHRISTMAS !!

I shall work more to get enough money for all these. My life is so contented now (although i still don't have a puppy) hahah. BYE !

2008-11-18T00:46:00.001+08:00

I'm back from work & from changing my blogskin for my shop :DDD
Its like finally right ?I'm staying over @ my friend's place. hahah, its like so fun (: Off day tmr, going various places for interviews (: Imagine me working together with hunks. OMFG !hhhaha. This is just my dream. I'm off to bed good nights (:

why do you want to give up the whole forest for a tree? This may be the best tree tht you think, but, it is not worth it. In this world, there're 6 out of 10 guys tht are fcuk-ers. get what i mean ?
Treasure yourself more alrights? You're LOVED !

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2008-11-16T14:36:00.001+08:00

People, Call me a bitch, call me anything you want. I simply hate her. Seriously.

Who the hell wants to care about you & him ? Shut tht fcuking craps can ?!?! I really realy feel like beating you up ! really ! Although I'm not the violence type, but, i'm reaching my limits ! You're simply disgusting. Even 如花 also prettier than you 874962410 times. Pleaae larhhs, look @ the mirror can ?!?! See how ugly you are. Disgusting S*****E ! I'm not gonna care anymore ! Not going to bother to read, listen, hear, talk or even SEE you f face ! I'll curse you !

Friendster sucks, I try to login for sooo many times. When i finally can login, i cant go to the home page. I can only see my profile -.- lousy ! I'm still @ my goddad's place, superb sian ! Can imagine, 2 idiots playing dota together? Plus, I don't even know how to play. This type of game, really not suitable for me. Anyway, i bought a VIRGO book, everything tht was written inside is soooooooo true ! wa, superb scary larhhs ?!?! Its like, the person know me? lols. I guess not. In this world, there're many people like me ! I must chiong my work, earn more money ! The songka stuffs are all over ! So, no more funeral for me anymore. hahah. maybe, next time it would be my turn :P

There's a time for sadness, happiness, anger & loves.
I guess, this isn't a time for me to have such stuffs.
I'm tired, shall rest well.
Committing myself fully in my work, blogshop & orders.
Thanks <3

2008-11-16T04:33:00.003+08:00

Shall let the photo say the things :DDD

hahah, do i look like i'm sad? I guess not :X

Me & my god-brother
(we're real god brother, closer than sisters & brothers, his dad is also my dad okays ! :DDD )

Coming up next, Clique's photo !

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Lincoln look like shit in photos. hahah . But, he still look okay in real.

From front to rear: Jim (ass!), Amirul (th one hiding his face -.-), Junhui(ultra shy boy), Lincoln (superb thick skin! )
My godbrother is taking the photo for us (:

Can you believe it? I finally changed my font ! hahah. But, i love the previous font D:
argh ! But, this font will look better for the users using window XP (: So, nevermind !
Anyway, I've been searching for a good blogskin for a very long time. Actually, i should creat one myself right?

Seriously, i forgot what had happened on thurday & friday. hahah. sorry people.
Today was superb fun ! Orchard is filled with shuai ge. hahah. Meet up with the new staffs today, WeiLing, MeiFoong & Zhi Hui. My eyes was damn "shine" today. hahah. should i say tht? Because, they (tht 3 girls & lessy) keep saying tht once i see shuai ge, my eyes will go *blink*. hahah. WILL NOT OKAYS? I'm JUST ADMIRING THEM WHEN I CAN ! :DDD
Hit the target today, yays ! Next week, will not be selling tht dumb thingy again. I hope tht i can go work sooner. I hope the money will keep flying/flowing into my bank.

Meetup with lessy, she was damn late can ?!?! Its like, an hour late. I was actually quite piss-ed off when she told me tht she is still eating when i alrd ask her to take-away the food to eat in m office. Planned to meet at 1110, but, we ended up meeting at 1215. See tht one hour difference? hais.
Reached the Mrt station, i guess i wore something weird? People just kept staring at me. My outfit is damn normal can ?!?! hahah. Reached office, took stocks, headed to Orchard. Did a survey thingy for someone (i also don't know who). They video us down, (its a poly project i think) scaring us. Did many stupid things at Orchard & i really appreciate the music tht those street performers did. The music rocks larhhs, seriously. I'm loving it !
Just slacked awhile, saw one of my primary schoolmate. One of his friend wore till damn weird, but they still look nice. People do change right? hahah. Its like, long time no see (:
Walked around Cineleisure, looking for nice stuffs. Lessy decided to do her Fench Medicure on Monday, we're doing it together.
Meet wiht the guy's clique @ amk &&, WILFRED LOST HIS PHONE !!! Poor boy ): Don't worry too much okays, although i wont get you a new one. hahah. Lincoln gf sucks ot the core larhhs ! Get people to call me just because tht i picked up her phonecall ? Lameshit ! Dont trust your bf den have this r/s for what? stupid ! Waste my energy & my phone's battery talking to you & your stupid retarded friend. Don't say till as if i really want to go near Lincoln eh. Please larhhs. I don't go for brother-sister r/s de eh ! My expectation got so low mehs? Scare your bf being snatch away, tie a rope and drag him everywhere you go. If its yours den its your, not yours also bo bian one larhhs. MORON ! made me so piss-ed off. He is 2 years YOUNGER than me okays. Maybe its because i look younger & prettier than you right? Thts why you scare right? (hais, pathetic, no comments needed okays !)
Headed to the songka, play mahjiong again <3
My mum's friend asked me to drink a cup of Carlsberg, BUT, I only drink 1 sip. hahah. &&, i feel like vomiting . the taste is damn shit. But, he say tht if i didnt learn it, i'll lose out in future (although i don't really understand why.) Satying over @ my goddad's place again (:

* I'm finally going to do some good stuffs (: I felt like a changed person now ? I'm more polite now okays. Outdoor sales are nice in some ways, also not very nice in some ways.
Byes, nights.

2008-11-13T23:35:00.001+08:00

Today was a bad day for me ? Meetup with Lessy early in the morning. Took loads of pictures with lessy. Shall post more tmr about all the things tht happened today. I'm @ my goddad's place again, going sonaka again. hahah. Wilfred wants to use the computer already. Byes !

2008-11-12T23:04:00.003+08:00

I read this @ someone's blog, do check it out, seems cool.
Anyway, no comment is needed for this post, thankyews :DDD

R : You love to kiss
A : Best Gf/Bf any one could have
C : People cant help but check u out
H : You have a very good personality and good looks
E : You Are Great Kisser
L : AWESOME KISSER

FIND OUT YOUR NAME? :D
A : Best Gf/Bf any one could have
B : You love a certain someone
C : People cant help but check u out
D : You are really lovable
E : You Are Great Kisser
F : Easy to fall in love with
G : You never let people tell you what to do
H : You have a very good personality and good looks
I : People love you
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy
L : AWESOME KISSER
M : Handsome/Beautiful
N : Easy to fall in love with
O : Best kisser ever
P : You are popular with all types of people
V :your not judgmental
Q : You are a hypocrite
R : You love to kiss
S : You are Freaking CRAZY
T : You are loyal to the ones you love
U : You really like to chill
W : You are popular
X : You never let people tell you
Y : Sexiest gal alive
Z : Never good enough..

I'm now @ my goddad's place, going songka. Ended work, was quite tired. Today was really very happy. Made fun of many people. There was this FAT person, was so mean to my lessy, she said " Kan Dao ni xia dao ! " to my lessy, den, guess what i said " Please larhhs, look @ yourself in the mirror can ?!?! Kan Dao Ni den Xia Dao larhhs ! " hahaha, she was so piss-ed off & walked away. Lessy is so cute, you shock for what, ass ! Then, when people say tht they're busy, lessy ask them to go eat BEE . lols. Damn enjoyable day today. Went to Tampiness, got so many ****** :) lols. Anyway, took photo with the new clique tht came to join us (: Its a bad thing tht lessy is not with us. NICE !
I bought a cap & i LOVE it :DDD They kept pulling my cap ): but, overall, today was great (:
Shall upload the photo later on (: LOVES !

2008-11-11T02:18:00.003+08:00

I'm back, I've found a pretty good job (: Like, finally. hahah. The boss was damn good to me, he gave me extra privileges (:
So, people, if you want job, please call me, add me in msn or tag @ my tagboard . My no. & msn is available @ my blogshop :DDD
I earn quite lot from it, i do want to share (: I don't want to keep everything to myself yeas. 独乐乐不如众乐乐 right ? (:
Alrights, i'm off to bed, nights . enjoy my new blog song alrights (:

傻瓜

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁
暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱
撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

2008-11-09T16:35:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was quite a boring day for me, I don't think its really enjoyable.
Went for hair extension, spent 100over bucks for it. I feel like i'm wasting my money because my mum says i look weird in it D: TMS accompanied me, went hub after tht. Went home, sleep till about 9pm, phone kept ringing. Friends asked me out, was dead tired, but, he kept "insisting". Don't really know how to reject him. Went over for mahjiong till 0900 a.m, cab-ed home. Once i wake up, i get to eat my breakfast-cum-lunch, used th com & i think, i'm going back to bed. My sister & her bf are sooo irritating, making so much noise when i am sleeping D: argh ! Didn't sleep well .

* I really don't know what you want & what you expect me to do. Is there really anything wrong with me going to my friend's place? I'm trying very very hard to get over all these. You said you care in a minute, & you said you don't the next minute. I do wonder, am i just a toy to you? Forget it, you're tired, i am too. Much much more tired than you. Finally i've deleted all those msg-es tht i've saved in my inbox just for you. Finally, i've deleted the photos tht i took with you. Finally, i've made up my mind never never get into a r/s anymore. Its just too tiring, just too fake. It is just something tht is not worth for me to do stupid things for. Because, every r/s, i don't get anything in return. Maybe i'm just a puppet or toy tht people enjoyed with. The time isn't right, the right person has not come by. I'll definitely wait, till the right one. Will not get into r/s for th f-ing time being. Its time for me to enjoy life. I'm also f-ing sick & tired of yout nonsense! ; Its not tht i don't care, its tht, you do hope tht i will NOT care, right?

2008-11-07T23:58:00.004+08:00

Hello readers !!

I am now "someone's" house. hahahs, using my lappy to blog :DDDDDDDD

I guess sister was really damn damn flare up with me for not telling him who the hell tht secret person is. hahah. I sort of prank-ed him? lols. Alrights, shall talk about today.

Wake up @ 11 plus as i slept at 3 a.m the day before. Sister called me when I'm in pain ( my gastric & liver) I'm really really damn pathetic, my dark eye rings & my eye bags are getting worst day by day ): Head to the post office for some thingy, sudden downpour plus all the pain, make me feel so moody. Meet up with TMS, Jolene & Amanda @ AMK MRT, went to shop. Finally bought some nice stuffs, tops & dress(just a casual one) . I bought an identical dress as TMS. Tht dress is nice, seriously. Went home & cabbed to "someone"'s house. And, I just finish eating my superb-ultra-damn-fattening MacDonald's McSpicy ! See, how am i going to lose weight like tht ): Thts all, byes !!

2008-11-06T23:49:00.004+08:00

Alrights, since i have nothing better to do, i shall blog.

Finally, after years & years of pending, I bought my first lappy !!

Can imagine how happy i am? I can't even sleep the night before! Actually planned to get a Sony Vaio, but, No more RED available in BestDenki/ Courts, damn it, so, the person intro me to a dell's lappy, which is also red in colour <3

These few days, was really busy with many things, blogshop, posting & outing. Th other day, I went to Funan IT mall ALONE, to take things from my supplier, den, i went to suntec to get my pay, follow by Plaza Singapura to get stock from another supplier & I went orchard (because the shop in Suntec closed) ! WOW, my schedule is like, damn packed. I have no time to waste. When i was about to leave cityhall, heading towards the station, there was this girl, seems like Japanese or something, talking crap(those language tht i don't understand) to me. Then, all i can do is to "HUH? HUH? HUH?" In the end, She speak to me in chinese after wasting my 10 minutes. Asked me if i want to be a model for her company or something, then, she said tht we will get paid -.- walked damn fast to the MRT station, ignored her.

Meet ChuWen @ Orchard, talked to her about many stuffs. Went to Lessy's house to ton, went home the next morning.

Went to Orchard again, see how pathetic my life is during the holidays. Last year, i only need to go to IstenScotts, which is Shaw house. Now, I need to go Shaw house & Takashimaya . Phew !

Was accompanied by ChuWen(Thanks uh!) After making her waited for me damn long at amk MRT >.<>

2008-11-05T16:43:00.005+08:00

2008-10-30T14:21:00.002+08:00

Fianlly make some time to blog. I will not blog tht often now because of my blogshop. Was angry, pissed off, irritatated, i hate all these larhhs. I hate my medicines. I seriously have no appetite. But, I look fatter without food. I'm sick & tired of all the things happening. Can someone please bring me away from all these? Should i say its lies ? Not working for the time being, i need to rest. And, I'm rotting @ home alrd. argh ! So damn bored. No life !

May time ease th pain,
May time wipe th memories away.
Thanks people for your concern,
I'm well,
May not be tht Rachel once again.

Do support my blogshop yeas.

2008-10-27T15:40:00.004+08:00

My favourite PHOTO of all (:

I think, for th rest of th photos, i look damn ugly can ?!? But nevermind, i'm sick whad, how pretty do you expect a patient to be? alrights, enough of all these. I took photos because i'm too BORED !! hahahah. I kept on annoying th nurse, ask her to accompany me . She is damn nice larhhs, mon (:

Singapore's nurse are not as patience & sweet as those filipino nurses. They're really very kind. They really help you when you're in pain. Not like sg nurse, ignore you. hahah. But she is so bad. She ask me not to be discharge so tht she can see me everytime she come to work. She should be th one asking me to discharge as soon as possible right? hahah. She always call me "my girl, my girl ". I bet i'll miss her when i discharge. Dont know when will i have thchance to see her again because, i don't want to be hospitalised again. Isn't it a good thing. She is th best nurse i've evr seen. MON, misses yeas !! Dont you think tht th clothes tht they provide ae damn kuku? So ugly, i look like ah ma can ?!?! BUt, no choice, i need to wear. Th doctor said tht i need to go for 1 more scanning den i can go home ! YAYS ! Finally, i miss my house. I miss th fresh air utside th hospital. It has been 5 days alrd ): Break record le larhhs.

I seriously don't want to be admitted to th hospital again !

2008-10-27T02:06:00.000+08:00

I CANT SLEEP ):
I dont know why.
People came over to visit me again today.
Thanks all. &&, thanks my RALPH LAUREN staffs for buying those things for me. I know all of you miss me. I'll be back real soon yeas, i promise ! I hope i can be discharge tmr. PLEASE !

I'm really boring !! really really . an you imagine, you cant sleep @ all when it is alrd 2 a.m ?
hais. I'm still thinking through lots of things. All those things tht happened recently & not long ago. i cant slep well tonight. Guess why? Its because, i have not pain except for my hands . Is it a good thing or a bad thing? People do view my blog, but they never bother to tag. I do wonder sometimes what is th tagboard for? ):

Please do tag if you're here (:

2008-10-26T19:56:00.004+08:00

To Fiona, For Fiona.

Although we're not close friends or so called sisters. But, when in need, call me whenever you want. Sorry for not listening to your explanation tht day. But, i guess its alright now because me & him are just friends.

To say th truth, it is not worth being so sad for relationship thingy. I've been through it, i know th best. Those heartaches tht you feel is something tht could not be explain or letting other people understand. It do hurt, so so much if you really did put your heart into it. You know, in every relationship, when you've reached a stage whereby you felt tht no matter what he do is right, you can accept him whoever he is, it is something, tht is worth to celebrate if tht relationship is still going on. Because, all these shows tht you love him, its LOVE, not like anymore.

No one will understand what type of pain when you realise tht breaking up means tht you could not see him whenever you want, cannot hold his hand, cannot call him dear/laogong/baby, cannot kiss him, cannot hug him when you want, cannot text him when you miss him, cannot call him when you're in need of comfort, love or care, cannot tell him how much you love him. I swear, i understand how it feels. It really really felt so miserable when you realise it. Once you breakup, you regretted lots of things. you would blame yourself for making yourself lose such a relationship. You will keep thinking of th times when he show you his love, when he care, when he concern, when he is anxious when you're sick/injured, when he felt heart pain seeing you in pain. You will not get th love once again. You could not be th one holding his hand anymore. you'll not be th one tht he will be saying i love you again & again.

You know, somethings, no matter how hard you tried to salvage, it is useless. Although you'll feel tht you're in th wrong. Definitely must be you tht had done something wrong to make him tired of you or even hate you or something. But, it is useless, really useless. No matter how painful you felt, how miserable you are, he will not realise it @ all. He will still be living happily, enjoying his daily life, continue with his life as if he did not lose anything at all. To say th truth, nothing in this world is forever. If a guy say tht he wants to stick with you forever, those promises & everything, please do not believe them. They are just lies, words. They're all useless. Guys would not know how painful it is for a girl to feel when they said breakup. They will not know how miserable th girl feels when they say tht they're tired.

I know you felt tired feel like dying, something is missing in your heart, everything felt so pointless, everything felt so empty. This feeling, "special" feeling, no one would understand. No matter how hard you tried to look happy, contented or even not at all lonely, whenever you're in th bus, in th train, walking home, you'll remember how he hold your hands, hug you, send you home & text you asking you if you've reached home safely.

Be strong girl, live for yourself.
Don't put too much trust in guys,
you will only be hurt, again & again.
Take good care of yourself.
Please don't ever do stupid things.
Never play with your life,
just remember tht you've gained something from this relationship.
This is part of life,
This IS life.
everyone need to go through this.
Everyone had gone through this.
This type of pain, something tht medicine cant cure.
Time will wash everything away.
Time will heal th pain.
Don't think too much.
Remember:
he don't even care, why should i think so much things?
He won't regret, why should be th one regretting?
He won't feel pain, why should i be th one tht suffer?
He won't come back, whad am i hoping& thinking of?
He won't turn back, why should i be th one finding ways?
Tell yourself:
I must be strong, show him tht i can live better without him.
I have friends by my side, why shoould i keep thinking of him?
I can live without him, i won't die just like tht.
Someone better will come by, he is just not th right one.
JIAYOU, JIAYOU !! (:
TakeCare uh,

loves, Rachel

2008-10-26T11:46:00.000+08:00

I simply love my blog now !! I love th fonts, th colours & every single thing of it .
People, please do read th words on th right & my thanks to all th people tht had helped me.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU !! MUACKS !!

<3

2008-10-26T10:34:00.003+08:00

I've got tons of shows tht i have not watched !!

1. It started with a kiss 2
2. Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni
3. Connected
4. 4bia
5. HOT SHOT
6. Bleach
7. Naruto
8. Th 20th century boys

still have lots more tht i have not watched !! I need lots of time & energy for all these !!

"obstacles make you stronger, when you've been through lots of things, you will know tht nothing can knock you down. You'll be stronger, better & a more sensible person"

2008-10-25T14:23:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging in th hospital. I'm hospitalised. hahahah.Overdosed of panadols. I thought tht eating more pain killer will ease th pain. Not knowing tht all these could have nearly cost my life. I'm now so boring . Many thanks to th people tht had came over to visit me. &&, let me share my stupid-est encounter with you.

THURSDAY

Ate 32 tablets of panadols, called Charleen, meet her, xun, JIR & jialeong@ YioChuKang MRT station. They brought me to AngMoKioPolyclinic. Was feeling giddy, but th queue was fast. Th doctor actually asked them to take a cab & sent me to TTS. But, i dot know what happen in th end, i ended up in th ambulance which sent me to SGH. Damn cool can? First time in my lifetime, i took an ambulance to th hospital. Th ambulance still have th siren on eh ! gosh ! so cool right? &&, I'm using an oxygen tank. hahah . So very exaggerating. But, it was really a rare encounter. Reached th hospital, waited for a long time till one of th doctors attend to me. He is like threatening me lo. He said tht if i complain any pain to him, he is going to give me tons of injection ! ass ! I kept vomiting. Was sent to th ward, hours later.

FRIDAY

Still lies in th hospital. had nothing better to do. Thanks ZhongShao for coming over to accompany me for th whole night. I know you want say tht you're very wei da larhhs. Indeed you're noble. hahahah. But, maybe i would do th same if its you lying in th hospital.

&&&, thanks BaoWen, WenHui, ShiYing, Richmond, Weeboon, JIR, Jialeong, Xun, Jianjun, Zhongshao, mummy & those tht had SMS-ed me & came over to visit me. Thanks yeas.
But, i'm not commiting suicude larhhs, I'm not so dumb. Thanks people for all your concerns & your encouragements. Thanks.

Lessy, sorry tht i've did such a stupid dumb thing on your birthday. Anyway, happy birthday. loves.

2008-10-22T15:39:00.003+08:00

Tears cant stop flowing, i dont know why. I guess i was kinda stupid. I dont know what to do next. Seems different, sound different, felt different. i dont know how to explain it. I do suspect if i'm really alive. i hate tht ! i dont know why. There was once, someone asked me, why after so may bad things happen, i can still be so strong, smiling everyday. Sometimes, although you see a smile on th surface, it dos not really mean tht i am happy. People do have troubles right? I do have stress, there is no need for me to express them out. Only a few people tht knows me well know how much i've gone through. I'm in need of help, seriously.

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I WANT TO GO OUT !!
I WANT TO GO OUT !!
I WANT TO GO OUT !!

ANYONE GOING WITH ME?
TO SOMEWHERE FAR WAY ?
LIKE MARINABAY [though i dont know go there for whad]
OR, MARINA SQUARE?
CITYLINK MALL ?
CAUSEWAY POINT?
ORCHARD?
FAR EAST PLAZA ?
VIVO CITY !! [ i miss tht place ]
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BUT PLEASE, NO BUGIS FOR ME CAN?
I HATE THT PLACE !
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MAYEB, GO K AGAIN WOULD BE OKAY.
MOVIE?
CHALET?
BBQ?
MAHJIONG?
EAST COAST PARK?
WILD WILD WET?
ESCAPE THEME PARK?
PASIR RIS PARK?

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ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

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I'M VERY VERY BORED RIGHT NOW !!
I DONT WANT TO THINK OF ANTHING ANYMORE.
JUST GIVE ME A PLACE TO RELAX, A PLACE TO REST, A PLACE TO FIND TH OLD RACHELONGYANJING AGAIN !!
I'M LIKE LISTING ALL TH NICE PLACE IN SINGAPORE !!
I HAVE PLENTY OF THINGS THT ARE NOT DONE !!
I KEPT DREAMING THT I GOT KNOCKED DOWN BY CARS @ MY HOUSE'S NEARBY CARPARK, A WAY THT I NEED TO WALK PAST EVERYDAY.
TH DREAM SEEMS SO REAL.
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BORINGGGG !!
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I SHALL GO SWIMMING NOW , NOW !!
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BYEEES !!

2008-10-22T09:22:00.004+08:00

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

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Changed new blog song. This song really suits my mood right now. Didnt sleep for th whole night. I really dont know whad i am thinking. Why th F do i do tht for? its like, too late for me to salvage everything. Does love always end with a scar or something? Why cant it be simple & easy? I'm lost, again & again. whad you all expect me to do? At most, i can only cry. but crying cant solve everything/anything right? I felt tht i am always th dumb one to put all my emotions into it. But, i really dont know what will it ends with. Maybe, i really expect far too much. i'm tired, tired of everything. I dont see a point in anything & everything tht i've done. Heart really do ache, i swear. It is worst den all those physical pains tht people suffer. will death solve anything? i really dont know. I'm stress up, really stress up. There is really no one in this world tht understand how i really feel. I do feel tht no one have experienced th pains & suffering i've gone through. Things arre just bit, too late. Time will not wash those bad things away.

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2008-10-21T13:59:00.001+08:00

Some words & actions, is better not to be heard, not to be said & not to be done.

2008-10-21T13:24:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG CHARLEEN !!

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Should i say i have nothing better to do or should i say its really time for me to do some blogging? I have edited my blogskin finally. I dont know why th hell i went to change my blogskin for. Its so damn not nice can? Yesterday was a bad day for me. I vent-ed my anger on one of th customer. Its so, not like me. I dont really get angered when i'm working. I just dont know whad happened. So F stressed up because of my family. To think tht i've dont so much things for them/her, what i get in return? Scoldings ? insults ? I'm old enough to think wisely larhhs. Its not as if i'm sill tht young & innocent girl taking her PSLE . Don't you realise tht your insult would make me hate you? How well do you understand me? I doubt you know what is my favourite food, colour, drinks & snacks . You dont even know when is my exams, when am i getting my result & whatever. You just blame me for every single thing tht i do. What th F ! The problem is, DID YOU ASK NOT? dont tell me you understand me well. dont act as if you really do. What matters is how i think not how you think. Sometimes, i do hope tht you dont give birth me to this F-ing world to go through so much things alone. When words came out of your F mouth, did you think before you say? No matter what you do, you always feel tht you're in th right. i am in th wrong. Go think through la, who th hell treat you better? Me or her? dont go & craps to your sisters what so ever things tht i've done larhhs. Its not even true larhhs. Dont make yourself sound so pathetic when you're not. I swear, when i'm older, i'll move out of this stupid place I'm really tired of this. what really keeps me living in this world? sometimes, i really dont really see a point sometimes. I felt tht what i have done is enough, really enough. I'm sick & tired of this type of life. Do what ever you want. I dont want to care anymore.

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I do thanks th people for being there, th advises all have said. Some times, it is really useless unless you experience it yourself. I'm sorry to say these. But, thanks all anyw.

2008-10-18T16:27:00.001+08:00

Just hack care my blog thingy. because after i have changed my blogskin, i found out tht i have no time to change every other things such as my tagboard. So, please wait till I'm free den you come over & tag. I am sooo boring right now! Tht stupid ddear is sleeping again. Sian !!
Byeeees [:

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2008-10-16T21:50:00.007+08:00

First of all, my beloved photo !!
Taken with dear, like finally, took a nice photo [:
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taken @ th Chalet, not much photos, more photos will be uploaded when i received them.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOH KUN XUN <3
*we've known each other for so long, though many things happened, we're still stick together as 3. I hope tht this will maintain, &, you've played a good part, being a friend, a sister & a person tht had appeared in my life ! Thank you ! Finally turned 16 , happy right !!

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CHALET DAY

Although dear is sick just now, i dont know why after a few medicine eaten, he woke up feeling well again. So scary, he suddenly fall sick, suddenly recovered. Supppper speeddddy !! I'm like a maid, tht help him carry his things & let him ignored for nothing. I'm not angry la, i know he feel damn pek chek because of th headaches. Dear, dont need to keep saying sorry laas. I'm actually considering if i should go chalet because, it would be bad if i leave him alone with his sickness while i go & "enjoy" right? But, i'm glad he is okay now.

Dear sent me home & came back all th way from my house back home again. I think, its because he is guilty of something tht he had done just now [*right dear ?*] We cab-ed home & train-ed back. Meet Chester @ Yishun Interchange to go Pasir Ris together. He was so flare up with me for being so late. When i am walking to the Mrt station, i told him tht i was @ th station alrd. But th last time tht he called, i said th truth, i am walking towards th bus interchange. He kept rushing me, telling me tht th bus is here bla bla bla. So, i P.S dear & made him went home alone. so sorry uh. Took th bus there, was chatting with Chester all th way about th things tht had happened this year. I suddenly realised tht everyone, including me had changed so much. Time really passed damn fast. All of us have different goals now, heading a different way, leading a different life & learning more & more different things. Sometimes, i do wish tht time can stop for us, to enjoy more of these nice moments in life.

Reached chalet, started to eat. But, there is not much food tht make me feel like eating. Ate Subway with th guys tht came late. I'm th only girl tht went with them. Nearly all th shop is closed, only left a few tht is opened. Ate a little & let Qihao finish th rest [: Many people turned up for th chalet. Different groups of people played different things. Did not manage to take many photos with Chaleen & KunXun because i was late. I'm glad tht everyone had fun. Benjamin Tan went there too, he is like enjoying being bullied? [:

Once it reached midnight, everyone must lower their volume down. This is th stupid rule tht you need to follow in Coasta Sand Resort. Accompanied Syaril to sent JIR to take cab home @ midnight. Some unhappy things happened, shall not elaborate. Chatted with WeeBoon all th way, talking about many many things tht happened last time & recently. Brought 2 drunk person to WhiteSand Shopping Mall's 7-eleven . Continue Chatting all th way. Took a ride from WeeBoon's dad home @ around 6 a.m. did not sleep much. Thanks dear for talking on the phone with me so early in the morning <3

2008-10-15T13:07:00.001+08:00

MY BF IS SICK !!

I mean, really sick, not those "sick".

Poor boy ): I felt so helpless lo. I dont even know what i can do to help him. Th only thing i can do is stay beside him. gosh. sorry dear, loves.

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2008-10-14T23:22:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY

I went for job interview. Tht person who intro me was someone th i've known through my work place last year. I'm so glad tht he still remember me. When i called him, i told him I'm Rachel, tht girl tht he met last year, he told me to go down & interview right away. Although its sales line again, but, i think i'm gonna gain something from it no matter what. The pay was not too bad, th enviroment is good too. Me & my sisters went for th interview. But, there is only vacancy for 2 person to be @ th same outlet. Chaleen was being placed in another outlet. But, her manager/supervisior is better & th rules are not tht strict. All of us had advantages & disadvantages. But, Charleen dont want to be alone in another place.

Th manager of tht department store was damn ass. He didnt even look @ us in a good manner/ so called, friendly manner. He said tht if we didnt bring IC we can leave straight away. What th ! But, must tolerate him la, next time still need to work there. Th assistance supervisior ask me & xun to start work today. SOOOO, we went to SHOP for th things tht we need to buy.

Dear came to fetch me, so sweet right? &&&, he bought many things for me, although i returning him th money [:

Thanks dear, i love you !

TODAY

Wake up damn early, bathe, talk to dear on th phone, den, OFF TO WORK !! Meet XUN & mrt station, ate breakfast @ orchard. When we're going in, we lost our way, IDIOT ENOUGH RIGHT? Finally, found our way in, look for th supervisor, Felicia. She is soo sweet & nice. Treat us superb good today. She know tht our new shoes & driving us crazy, she let me run errants so tht i can relax abit. But, th people inside are not really those very friendly type [:
Anyw, my sweet dear came to fetch me again. hahahs. I LOVE YOU !

I must work harder la !

2008-10-12T20:20:00.002+08:00

HELLOS,
I had such a great time yesterday again [:
I WANT A CREATIVE WHITE HEADPHONE !!
I'm getting it when i get my first pay of 2008 [:
I need so damn lots of things.
I need to slim down seriously !!
Cannot tahan the fats alrd.
&&&& , I've a good news !!
I'm going to start work on Saturday !! [:
I'm gonna be so busy, i will have lesser time to blog.
Please do stay tuned, I'll try to update more often .

Thanks dear, ILY !

2008-10-11T19:25:00.003+08:00

You also not my father, care so much for what?
I also not related to you what !!
Pis-ed off by someone.
I felt damn irritated laas.
Like, for what, why must report things to someone tht is not even related to me.
Wat's more, i dont even need to report to my bf laas !!
Dont happy happy jiu so call / msg my mum laas.
Told you le, over jiu suan le. Dont go & think about it anymore.
&, whether i working or not working also none of your business right?
I know i sound harsh.
But, this will be th best way for you to give up.
Hate me is much better den you like me.

Planned to go eat buffet today.
BUT, because of my stupid sister, we did not go.
arghhh !! Why must give in to her?!
Anyw, went shopping @ bugis just now.
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& !!
I SAW LES-SY !!
so happy laas, she's so cute ! [:
BF meet-up with tht customer @ cwp.
I'm too lazy to go [: Thankyews !
I just used 1 hour to spent $80 .
I MUST SAVE MONEY !
I MUST STAND STRAIGHT [ although its tiring ): ] !
JIAYOUS !!
mummy is going out tonight till 3 - 4 a.m
I'm alone @ home again.
byeeeees.

2008-10-10T19:55:00.002+08:00

People, This is my blogshop's URL,
Please do support !! [:

www.meeting-thneeds.blogspot.com

Thanks [:

2008-10-10T11:33:00.003+08:00

I feel like snapshoting BF sleeping [:
But i didn't [:
My date turned out fine yesterday.
He's too sweeet le larhhs, he P.S me, i also cant blame him right?
But, i've been neglecting him because i'm using his lappy for my blogshop thingy.
He's so ke lian [:
But, he came back as soon as he can to acccompany me [:
Went to eat supper @ around 1 a.m
Th prata shop uncle damn nice laas, he so humourous.
Ask him give me sugar, he gave me th WHOLE plastic JUG of sugar.
I'm changing my blog's song again.
I'm so boring doing posting & mailing my suppliers.
But, i stil need to.
I'm going to be soo busy for the next few days.
I've said before right?
Saturday, going buffet.
But, i think tht restaurant is fully booked.
Sian diao lo ]:
But, mummy still say she will try to book again.
Anyway, i feel like going to the chalet real soon ! [:
I fel like going with my sisters to WILD WILD WET.
We've never tried going together before.
I think, i must save my shopping money to enjoy these few days with them.
Its gonna be sooo FUN !!
Btw, should i change my blogskin? [:

*PEOPLE, If you're going to the chalet, CINTACT CHARLEEN OR KUNXUN OR HUAIMIN as soon as possible !!

2008-10-09T15:08:00.002+08:00

i want a DOGGY , PUPPY !!
NOW !!
[ anyone tht can buy me one, i'll marry you ;], Just kidding ]

Woke up @ 0730 AM .
meet up @ northpoint, ate breakfast .
I damn sian diao lo, later got someone going to P.S me ]:
BYEES !!

2008-10-08T12:12:00.004+08:00

dui de ren

"爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现"

I had a good time yesterday.
But, i shall not elaborate (:
I've nothing better to do now !
So boring !!
Feel like going shopping tomorrow.
can i ?
CANNOT !! Got date tomorrow, nearly forgotten :X
Then i shall go shopping on friday (:
Saturday go buffet with my family + my sister's bf.
Everthing arrange hao le .
sooo good !!
I feel so boring staying at home doing nothing.
I need to work !!
I know, i spent too much $$ last week.
I must learn to save ! If not, i'm gonna be poor for a lifetime.
I want to work !! I need money for many many things.
btw, I heard a song from my cousin's phone yesterday.
Its superb nice, & meaningful.
Its quite an old song, but its still nice (:

- 对的人, 戴爱玲

你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰

爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)

那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照

爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候我就算已经准备好
放手去爱海阔天高
喔...耶...

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)

你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰

爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)

那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照

爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候我就算已经准备好
放手去爱海阔天高
喔...耶...

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)

2008-10-08T11:57:00.002+08:00

PEOPLE FROM 4C'o8, LOOK HERE !!

Peeps from our class are organizing a class chalet on the 15th of OCTOBER.
VENUE :Downtown East
DATE : 15th OCTOBER 2008
EACH PERSON : $18
Including: Chalet overnight & BBQ

Please do try to turn up. This may be the last year for some of us. And, they dont earn your money organizing it,they don't gain anything okays !!
Please stop those childish "i dont like who, please dont ask tht person to come" acts !
This is meant for th whole class !! Thus, everyone is invited !!
Think over it & contact any of them .
Feel free to msg me for their ( Charleen, Kunxun & Huai Min ) no.
81188909
Please do try to pass this msg around.
Thanks love.

2008-10-06T23:44:00.001+08:00

YAYS !!
IT DIDN'T HAPPEN !!
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PHEW ~~~~~~

BT ROCKS!

2008-10-06T20:49:00.002+08:00

Can everything & anything please don't happen ?
PLEASE ?
Sometimes, things are not as easy as you think.
But, please, don't happen okay !
I also don't want it to happen @ all !!
Because, i want to lead my life good & well.
Without you, i can do things better. I can score better, i can do things with no worries.
Why th hell must it happen to me ?
I don't care, ITS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN !!
I'm leading a happy & carefree life now.
Who cares if you can this or not, i just feel like sying out loud
"WITHOUT YOU, I WON'T DIE LAA !! "

2008-10-06T20:44:00.000+08:00

I had been soo busy with my things till i've forgotten to eat my breakfast & lunch.
I didn't know tht it was soo late till a silly person told me its 2 P.M !!
Went to my auntie house after blogging.
Actually, i was to go there to fix her computer for her.
It was fixed fast :]
Had tht sudden urge to eat KFC, &&&&&&, there was this kind soul tht went to eat with me.
Tell you what, his hair look better last time [ as compared to now ! ]
LOLS. If he see this post, he confirm feel like killing me.
hahahs. i ate my FAVOURITE SHROOM BURGER !! :]

Let you see his stupid photo, dont tell people uh :X
>.<

He was talking on th phone with someone & i snapshot this !!

see, talk sooo long, still talking, still dont know how to auto stop.

see, STILL TALKING.
I know you'll cannot tahan alrd, so, i shall not post anymore picture of him :]

SEE my bhb face even better :]
Just kidding, i think i look ugly in this :X
Please, dont need to say out loud " YOU ARE !! " will hurt one eh.
hahahs. Later i dont dare to take photo forever :X

byees (:

2008-10-06T08:46:00.000+08:00

早知道爱, 我已忘了离开

等妳明白　我非妳不爱

或许简单　却不平凡

　就算时间要我从今以后　为妳孤单.

早知道爱　我已忘了喜欢

　给妳的爱　是永远不晚

只因为爱　我都明白

　将我的心放妳口袋　

等待　早知道爱

- Lu Xue Rui, ZAO ZHI DAO AI

Went to Hajar's house to celebrate Hari Raya ! We thought there will be soooo many people going.

But, only 4 people went !! And thts me, Syafiqah, BAOWEN & wenhui.

Pathetic right? The rest of them was like, last minute got something -.-

what th !! I sort of hate tht last minute thingy.

Since you've given your word tht you're going, your last minute thing/s should cancel right?

nevermind, ate alot @ her house.

I'm busy right now, so, i shall keep this post short.

The photos are below, please dont comment on my hair.

I know it look weird. Its not straight because i've tied it up.

BYESS !!

WITH SYAFIQAH

MY NEW BF IS A MALAY !! :D

WITH HAJAR

GROUP PHOTO (:

PLEASE DO NOT LAUGH @ TH PHOTOS.
PATHETIC !!