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You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
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I took an oh-so-boring test :) But, the result seems pretty not too bad, this proves tht i am happily living ! Yeas ! Anyway, I've started work, will be busy for days. There's some problem with my hp ): But, overall, the whole job was fun. Most importantly, i made new friends. Its either tht the old look young or the young look younger. There're all nice people :) You know, work is soooo tiring. But, at least, i'm really happy :)

Nt to let my mum worry I'm not with him anymore. People tht know me well would actually know the reason. Its like, obvious ? I'm tired, nights.

I'm back to meiYing's place. Have not been home for days, sorry mummy ! Because tht i'm staying out late, my mum felt that i've changed. Anyway, please be prepare for tis superb wordy post :D

"I dont know why i felt this way, but, i feel tht sisters, friends, work & money is the most important thing. I hope you understand. I'm not afraid to let you know all these. I can be with you, stay with you when you need me, by your side when you're sad or unhappy. But, i don't really like to stick with my bf everyday. I dont' know why too. I just cant get back to this type of lifestyle. I like to enjoy my freedom. You know, sometimes, when i talk to you, you dont get what i mean at all. You sort of dont understand my language. I like to enjoy times with my friends, i like to be alone at some times. I dont really like to have my bf @ my side every minute. I now you will feel sad when you read this. But, i'd rather than you know it now or later. In the beginning, you're not tht type of guys tht i would go for or look out for. The type of guys i like is very different. But, i felt tht you're true, thts why i agree to be with you. If not, I dont think i would go steady with anyone till i'm older. I still want to enjoy my life for now. I dont want to because of bf den have conflict with my sisters or friends. P.S them because of my bf. I think this is a F stupid thing to do now. To say frankly, your mindset is bit childish. I really hope tht you're more mature because i really want this to last. I'm tht type tht would look into the future, like what i've said ytd night, money very important. Thts why i ask you to get into a poly so tht you would have a better future. I know larhhs, there is lots of other ways larhhs. But then, if your mindset is still this way, never gonna be mature & think better, who can help you ? hais. I dont know whats more to say larhhs. Now, we only a few days nias, i talk so much also useless. Its not as if we've been together for years. You get what i mean ? "


Had been slacking for days. Its time for me to be bit more hrdworking. From tmr onwards, I'm working. Work = Hardwork = Money = No time for BF . hahhah. I'm so bad right ? :D II'm working @ EXPO hall 6, PC siteX show, Visit me If you're free okays? But, please text me okays. Isetan Scotts person called me. She say tht she want me back. So, since tht i have nothing better to do other than slacking, i decided to go back to work @ ORCHARD. &&, yes, i LOVE orchard ! hahha. I'm now damn f stress & piss-ed off with the things tht happened. I need to think of a solution !

Rachel's Timetable for the month

27/11 ~ 30/11 : SITEX PC SHOW @ expo
1/12 : OFF DAY
2/12 ~ 31/12 : ISETAN GIFT WRAP

Looking forward to my Christmas Celebration with lessy. I wont P.S you because of bf de. I LOVE YOU yeas ! Muacks. hahah. Byes, nights !

These few days damn shag :( I think, superb no life. I'm bored, everything is soooo boring (except for some :D ) His friends are entertaining, i just cant stop laughing. hahah. Alrights, i dont think there is a need for me to report every single thing tht i have done on my blog. But, I'm tired. hahah. Nights love. I'll miss you (although we meetup nearly everyday -.-).
Respecting others is what you require in order for people to respect you. (basic knowledge okays ! )


*eh, chongwei, I'm not from the zoo okays, zoo keeper ! :D

I'm sorry, no photos today.
Ton-d yesterday with b's friends, ChongWei (oh yeas, i do have his photo!), MeiYing & B. Slacked, talked & they're rather amusing lo, seriously. Early in the morning, there are two idiots tht played badminton ! While they're playing, i'm sleeping, lying on hte table. hahah. Back with MeiYing to her house the next morning, slept for about an hour, headed home, bath-d, meet up with her other friends at Sembawang. Took a bus down to Bugis to get stuffs, saw a girl tht i've no0t seen for a long long time, SERENE. I guess you all also don't know which one i'm talking about. hees. Cab-d to plaza Singapura. B was quite angry with me? Or should i say i'm angry with him. hahah. While i'm working, he is SLEEPING ! Tht stupid !! :DDDD Mag also never reply, phone call also never pick up.
The work was much tougher than my the other job. so damn hard. Ate, talked, went back to yishun meet b. Not really in tht mood. Meiying went tfor piercing while we went northpoint then to funland (tht stupid childish place!). We''re stuck at the video shop which had played "Chronicles Of Narnia". Go funland, do nothing. Sian to the max. MeiYing came back, acompanied b awhile more, went with MeiYing to her house then to a don't know where coffeeshop. Slack-ed, ate with JunHe, Daniel, SunHui, Fengrong kor & Naziru. Handphone no batt, borrowed JunHe phone to talk to b. Came back to MeiYing's house, talked bit more with b, slept ! I just woke up to update about ytd. There is PC training for today :DDDD loves, byes !

*I shall upload chongwei's photo later, my lappy not with me.
*Felt more relax after making things clear. No worries larhhs, i trust in you <3

Told you tht i would blog your photo le !!
SEE !! I blogged alrd !!




Currently in superb good mood, listening to: With Love <3

Early morning, i wake him up by sending 2 sms & 1 phone call. hahah. Bath-d, meet him for breakfast-cum-lunch. After eating, went to meet the victim (th one for th accident thingy) to go to Singapore Traffic Police Headquarter to let them take my statement. Play-d with my DS, waited for the officer. Took about an hour for everything to end. Called him again, wake him up. Meet up with him, crap-d bit and went to 213. I thought tht th S*****E would be there. Feel like looking at her real entire **** face. lols. But, heard from Fiona tht she is working. Damn it, no luck. But its alrights larhhs, i dont give a damn anyway.
After going there, went to sembawang look at him pay tht stupid arcade game -.- Waste my time. lols. Something happen, shall not elaborate, will scare th shit out of you. Then, we went to yishun, 850, didn't went there for like superb long time. hahah. For years i think. Meetup with his friends, went to walk around orchid Park Secondary, should nt say walk about larhhs, should say tht we only walk NEAR the school. From far, i alrd saw something. lols. Will not talk about any other things about ytd :DDD I'm bitchy, i know. hahah.

Called peers, asked them to go orchard themselves. Reached office at about 2 plus, started to use my lappy, charge my phone. Im so damn ass right ? lols. 4 new comers came, taught them some stuffs & brought all of them to Cityhall den to Orchard. They're damn tired because of the sales there. There's huge event over there. I saw JJ, Lin JunJie. He damn short can ?!?! lols. Also not very shuai. But, from far, i heard his voice, seriously nice larhhs. But then, didn't manage to take photo with him because of all the security officers round him. Was tired, meet Xin Sheng, went back to lavender. Thanks jack, i appreciate lots of what you've did <3 ( he would say: KINDNESS! ) OKays, i'll chiong my work so tht i wont dui bu qi you ! hahah.

Today was a cockroach day (omfg!)
Know what, today was the 2-month-once cockroach spraying day! And, my mum forgot to actually close the window. So, the chemical was "blown" INTO my house. &&, this lead to the gathering of all the insects such as cockroaches(which was mostly) at my kitchen & dining room. &&, there was one person tht didn't save me though i told him what happened &&, the worst thing is, he sounded so relaxed ! LOLS. But, maybe its because, nowadays, guys are not afraid of these stuffs -.- Did not dare to leave the room at all ! Luckily, my uncle cab-d all the way from Yishun to "save" me & my sister from this disaster. Bath-ed & meet up with peers @ orchard. Because of the stupid cockroach thingy, I was late for an hour, which is the longest late time in my entire life ! I'm so sorry to keep them waiting. From Yio Chu Kang, train-ed all the way to orchard, meet up with them, train-ed all the way to YISHUN again.

Meet HuaiMin to get stuffs, meet up with tht accident victim to somewhere. Went to eat at the newly opened Xin Wang Restaurant. Not too bad, affordable. But, i didn't eat much. Was bit piss-ed by their service. I waited sooo long for tht ramen, in the end, she said it is sold out -.- Lose my appetite completely. Cab-ed to Chinatown, then to WISMA to meet the peers. They did well, achieved their target !! LOVES !! Keep it going alrights, love all of you !!

I wanna watch movie !! Sian to the max already !!

* i find tht you're not th scary anymore, seriously :DDD happy to hear this? lols.
I', just talking rubbish. Ignore me !
Thnaks for msging with me te whole day.
My inbox is full of your name okays ?!?! :DDD
Hope a fews days later, i wont be classified into th "oh-so-disturbing" category :DDD

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I loose my sense of wrong and right
I'd cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

- Secondhand Serenade, It's not over

I'm not hinting anything, i just feel tht this sound sounds bit meaningful. Thts why. Alrights, end of all this stupid thingy. Today's sales was bad. Maybe its due to the rain. Rain rain, go away. I don't like rainy days. Bad memories. Lessy did not work today. I guess she's just too tired or is it my fault? Sorry lessy <3 Changed my blogskin & blogsong. I forgot to mention i yesterday's post, i randomly went with lessy to watch "The coffin". I'm gad tht i did not watch it with a guy. I'll scream my head off if i do. I guess i was the noisiest (together with TSY) in the cinema. But, overall, the show was not too bad (although i dont know what the whole story is about) Its scary okays ?!?! Thailand movies are really worth to watch. I keep telling Lessy in t cinema "I think we pay tht 6 bucks to scare the shit out of us!" &&, guess what she said? "LESSY, THIS IS WORST THAN A ROLLER COASTER RIDE !!" Superb funny larhhs . hahah. Imagine tht. She used a horror movie to compared with a Thrilling ride. LOLS.

Anyway, While walking to Cineleisure, there was this 3 guys tht was infront of us (but i didn't really notice), We started a conversation tht made them laugh:

Rachel: eh, lessy, see tht 3 guy tht is cleaning the glass, hanging like 3 storey high, i wish i am one of their wife.
Lessy: why ?
Rachel: Because, the company confirm got buy insurance for them. Hang like tht, later fall down, i got insurance to take.
Lessy: Yaya. hahah.

Then, tht 3 guys infront were alrd laughing -.-

Tng Shi Ying says tht she wanna marry Jay Chou because, he has sickness & is dying !! Can inherit his assets !! hahhah ! Dream on man, he's mine !

Okays, enough of all these stupid things. I went shopping today, once again. I have over spent my money :( To play save, i'd better earn more money ! alrights, enjoy my blogsong. Thankyews * leave a tg if you've been here :DD

Labels: happily alive :DDD

I'm at home !! hahah. It seems like my mum had bought lots of food for me to eat just in case my gastric acts up again (: Thanks mummy <3
Recently, every single meal, i will experience gastric pain ): Eat also pain, don't eat also pain. I really don't know what to do. Maybe its because tht i have stop taking medication. hahah. I deserve tht pain right? I know. But, the pain is KILLING ME ! hhahah.

I'm heading to tht interview alrd (: I want to go EAST COAST PARK ! hahah. I want to go for a bbq or chalet or roller blading ! Didn't go for one for quite some time. I miss sports !

So, RACHEL'S upcoming event would be :

1. Roller blading
2. Swimming
3. Ice skating
4. Hiking
5. Badminton session
6. Volleyball session
7. CHALET
8. BBQ
9. K session
10. CHRISTMAS !!

I shall work more to get enough money for all these. My life is so contented now (although i still don't have a puppy) hahah. BYE !

Labels: i don't sound emo :DDD, I realise tht i have alot of "hahah" in my post. At least

I'm back from work & from changing my blogskin for my shop :DDD
Its like finally right ?I'm staying over @ my friend's place. hahah, its like so fun (: Off day tmr, going various places for interviews (: Imagine me working together with hunks. OMFG !hhhaha. This is just my dream. I'm off to bed good nights (:

why do you want to give up the whole forest for a tree? This may be the best tree tht you think, but, it is not worth it. In this world, there're 6 out of 10 guys tht are fcuk-ers. get what i mean ?
Treasure yourself more alrights? You're LOVED !





;

People, Call me a bitch, call me anything you want. I simply hate her. Seriously.

Who the hell wants to care about you & him ? Shut tht fcuking craps can ?!?! I really realy feel like beating you up ! really ! Although I'm not the violence type, but, i'm reaching my limits ! You're simply disgusting. Even 如花 also prettier than you 874962410 times. Pleaae larhhs, look @ the mirror can ?!?! See how ugly you are. Disgusting S*****E ! I'm not gonna care anymore ! Not going to bother to read, listen, hear, talk or even SEE you f face ! I'll curse you !

Friendster sucks, I try to login for sooo many times. When i finally can login, i cant go to the home page. I can only see my profile -.- lousy ! I'm still @ my goddad's place, superb sian ! Can imagine, 2 idiots playing dota together? Plus, I don't even know how to play. This type of game, really not suitable for me. Anyway, i bought a VIRGO book, everything tht was written inside is soooooooo true ! wa, superb scary larhhs ?!?! Its like, the person know me? lols. I guess not. In this world, there're many people like me ! I must chiong my work, earn more money ! The songka stuffs are all over ! So, no more funeral for me anymore. hahah. maybe, next time it would be my turn :P

There's a time for sadness, happiness, anger & loves.
I guess, this isn't a time for me to have such stuffs.
I'm tired, shall rest well.
Committing myself fully in my work, blogshop & orders.
Thanks <3

Shall let the photo say the things :DDD











hahah, do i look like i'm sad? I guess not :X











Me & my god-brother
(we're real god brother, closer than sisters & brothers, his dad is also my dad okays ! :DDD )


Coming up next, Clique's photo !

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Lincoln look like shit in photos. hahah . But, he still look okay in real.



From front to rear: Jim (ass!), Amirul (th one hiding his face -.-), Junhui(ultra shy boy), Lincoln (superb thick skin! )
My godbrother is taking the photo for us (:






Can you believe it? I finally changed my font ! hahah. But, i love the previous font D:
argh ! But, this font will look better for the users using window XP (: So, nevermind !
Anyway, I've been searching for a good blogskin for a very long time. Actually, i should creat one myself right?

Seriously, i forgot what had happened on thurday & friday. hahah. sorry people.
Today was superb fun ! Orchard is filled with shuai ge. hahah. Meet up with the new staffs today, WeiLing, MeiFoong & Zhi Hui. My eyes was damn "shine" today. hahah. should i say tht? Because, they (tht 3 girls & lessy) keep saying tht once i see shuai ge, my eyes will go *blink*. hahah. WILL NOT OKAYS? I'm JUST ADMIRING THEM WHEN I CAN ! :DDD
Hit the target today, yays ! Next week, will not be selling tht dumb thingy again. I hope tht i can go work sooner. I hope the money will keep flying/flowing into my bank.

Meetup with lessy, she was damn late can ?!?! Its like, an hour late. I was actually quite piss-ed off when she told me tht she is still eating when i alrd ask her to take-away the food to eat in m office. Planned to meet at 1110, but, we ended up meeting at 1215. See tht one hour difference? hais.
Reached the Mrt station, i guess i wore something weird? People just kept staring at me. My outfit is damn normal can ?!?! hahah. Reached office, took stocks, headed to Orchard. Did a survey thingy for someone (i also don't know who). They video us down, (its a poly project i think) scaring us. Did many stupid things at Orchard & i really appreciate the music tht those street performers did. The music rocks larhhs, seriously. I'm loving it !
Just slacked awhile, saw one of my primary schoolmate. One of his friend wore till damn weird, but they still look nice. People do change right? hahah. Its like, long time no see (:
Walked around Cineleisure, looking for nice stuffs. Lessy decided to do her Fench Medicure on Monday, we're doing it together.
Meet wiht the guy's clique @ amk &&, WILFRED LOST HIS PHONE !!! Poor boy ): Don't worry too much okays, although i wont get you a new one. hahah. Lincoln gf sucks ot the core larhhs ! Get people to call me just because tht i picked up her phonecall ? Lameshit ! Dont trust your bf den have this r/s for what? stupid ! Waste my energy & my phone's battery talking to you & your stupid retarded friend. Don't say till as if i really want to go near Lincoln eh. Please larhhs. I don't go for brother-sister r/s de eh ! My expectation got so low mehs? Scare your bf being snatch away, tie a rope and drag him everywhere you go. If its yours den its your, not yours also bo bian one larhhs. MORON ! made me so piss-ed off. He is 2 years YOUNGER than me okays. Maybe its because i look younger & prettier than you right? Thts why you scare right? (hais, pathetic, no comments needed okays !)
Headed to the songka, play mahjiong again <3
My mum's friend asked me to drink a cup of Carlsberg, BUT, I only drink 1 sip. hahah. &&, i feel like vomiting . the taste is damn shit. But, he say tht if i didnt learn it, i'll lose out in future (although i don't really understand why.) Satying over @ my goddad's place again (:

* I'm finally going to do some good stuffs (: I felt like a changed person now ? I'm more polite now okays. Outdoor sales are nice in some ways, also not very nice in some ways.
Byes, nights.

Labels: feel so tired now., My leg is acheing

Today was a bad day for me ? Meetup with Lessy early in the morning. Took loads of pictures with lessy. Shall post more tmr about all the things tht happened today. I'm @ my goddad's place again, going sonaka again. hahah. Wilfred wants to use the computer already. Byes !

I read this @ someone's blog, do check it out, seems cool.
Anyway, no comment is needed for this post, thankyews :DDD

R : You love to kiss
A : Best Gf/Bf any one could have
C : People cant help but check u out
H : You have a very good personality and good looks
E : You Are Great Kisser
L : AWESOME KISSER

FIND OUT YOUR NAME? :D
A : Best Gf/Bf any one could have
B : You love a certain someone
C : People cant help but check u out
D : You are really lovable
E : You Are Great Kisser
F : Easy to fall in love with
G : You never let people tell you what to do
H : You have a very good personality and good looks
I : People love you
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy
L : AWESOME KISSER
M : Handsome/Beautiful
N : Easy to fall in love with
O : Best kisser ever
P : You are popular with all types of people
V :your not judgmental
Q : You are a hypocrite
R : You love to kiss
S : You are Freaking CRAZY
T : You are loyal to the ones you love
U : You really like to chill
W : You are popular
X : You never let people tell you
Y : Sexiest gal alive
Z : Never good enough..


I'm now @ my goddad's place, going songka. Ended work, was quite tired. Today was really very happy. Made fun of many people. There was this FAT person, was so mean to my lessy, she said " Kan Dao ni xia dao ! " to my lessy, den, guess what i said " Please larhhs, look @ yourself in the mirror can ?!?! Kan Dao Ni den Xia Dao larhhs ! " hahaha, she was so piss-ed off & walked away. Lessy is so cute, you shock for what, ass ! Then, when people say tht they're busy, lessy ask them to go eat BEE . lols. Damn enjoyable day today. Went to Tampiness, got so many ****** :) lols. Anyway, took photo with the new clique tht came to join us (: Its a bad thing tht lessy is not with us. NICE !
I bought a cap & i LOVE it :DDD They kept pulling my cap ): but, overall, today was great (:
Shall upload the photo later on (: LOVES !

Labels: its fun being together in group :DDD

I'm back, I've found a pretty good job (: Like, finally. hahah. The boss was damn good to me, he gave me extra privileges (:
So, people, if you want job, please call me, add me in msn or tag @ my tagboard . My no. & msn is available @ my blogshop :DDD
I earn quite lot from it, i do want to share (: I don't want to keep everything to myself yeas. 独乐乐不如众乐乐 right ? (:
Alrights, i'm off to bed, nights . enjoy my new blog song alrights (:

傻瓜

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁
暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱
撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

Yesterday was quite a boring day for me, I don't think its really enjoyable.
Went for hair extension, spent 100over bucks for it. I feel like i'm wasting my money because my mum says i look weird in it D: TMS accompanied me, went hub after tht. Went home, sleep till about 9pm, phone kept ringing. Friends asked me out, was dead tired, but, he kept "insisting". Don't really know how to reject him. Went over for mahjiong till 0900 a.m, cab-ed home. Once i wake up, i get to eat my breakfast-cum-lunch, used th com & i think, i'm going back to bed. My sister & her bf are sooo irritating, making so much noise when i am sleeping D: argh ! Didn't sleep well .






* I really don't know what you want & what you expect me to do. Is there really anything wrong with me going to my friend's place? I'm trying very very hard to get over all these. You said you care in a minute, & you said you don't the next minute. I do wonder, am i just a toy to you? Forget it, you're tired, i am too. Much much more tired than you. Finally i've deleted all those msg-es tht i've saved in my inbox just for you. Finally, i've deleted the photos tht i took with you. Finally, i've made up my mind never never get into a r/s anymore. Its just too tiring, just too fake. It is just something tht is not worth for me to do stupid things for. Because, every r/s, i don't get anything in return. Maybe i'm just a puppet or toy tht people enjoyed with. The time isn't right, the right person has not come by. I'll definitely wait, till the right one. Will not get into r/s for th f-ing time being. Its time for me to enjoy life. I'm also f-ing sick & tired of yout nonsense! ; Its not tht i don't care, its tht, you do hope tht i will NOT care, right?

Alrights, since i have nothing better to do, i shall blog.

Finally, after years & years of pending, I bought my first lappy !!

Can imagine how happy i am? I can't even sleep the night before! Actually planned to get a Sony Vaio, but, No more RED available in BestDenki/ Courts, damn it, so, the person intro me to a dell's lappy, which is also red in colour <3