Wednesday, November 26, 2008
I'm back to meiYing's place. Have not been home for days, sorry mummy ! Because tht i'm staying out late, my mum felt that i've changed. Anyway, please be prepare for tis superb wordy post :D
"I dont know why i felt this way, but, i feel tht sisters, friends, work & money is the most important thing. I hope you understand. I'm not afraid to let you know all these. I can be with you, stay with you when you need me, by your side when you're sad or unhappy. But, i don't really like to stick with my bf everyday. I dont' know why too. I just cant get back to this type of lifestyle. I like to enjoy my freedom. You know, sometimes, when i talk to you, you dont get what i mean at all. You sort of dont understand my language. I like to enjoy times with my friends, i like to be alone at some times. I dont really like to have my bf @ my side every minute. I now you will feel sad when you read this. But, i'd rather than you know it now or later. In the beginning, you're not tht type of guys tht i would go for or look out for. The type of guys i like is very different. But, i felt tht you're true, thts why i agree to be with you. If not, I dont think i would go steady with anyone till i'm older. I still want to enjoy my life for now. I dont want to because of bf den have conflict with my sisters or friends. P.S them because of my bf. I think this is a F stupid thing to do now. To say frankly, your mindset is bit childish. I really hope tht you're more mature because i really want this to last. I'm tht type tht would look into the future, like what i've said ytd night, money very important. Thts why i ask you to get into a poly so tht you would have a better future. I know larhhs, there is lots of other ways larhhs. But then, if your mindset is still this way, never gonna be mature & think better, who can help you ? hais. I dont know whats more to say larhhs. Now, we only a few days nias, i talk so much also useless. Its not as if we've been together for years. You get what i mean ? "
Had been slacking for days. Its time for me to be bit more hrdworking. From tmr onwards, I'm working. Work = Hardwork = Money = No time for BF . hahhah. I'm so bad right ? :D II'm working @ EXPO hall 6, PC siteX show, Visit me If you're free okays? But, please text me okays. Isetan Scotts person called me. She say tht she want me back. So, since tht i have nothing better to do other than slacking, i decided to go back to work @ ORCHARD. &&, yes, i LOVE orchard ! hahha. I'm now damn f stress & piss-ed off with the things tht happened. I need to think of a solution !
Rachel's Timetable for the month
27/11 ~ 30/11 : SITEX PC SHOW @ expo
1/12 : OFF DAY
2/12 ~ 31/12 : ISETAN GIFT WRAP
Looking forward to my Christmas Celebration with lessy. I wont P.S you because of bf de. I LOVE YOU yeas ! Muacks. hahah. Byes, nights !
10:55 PM
