Sunday, November 9, 2008
Yesterday was quite a boring day for me, I don't think its really enjoyable.
Went for hair extension, spent 100over bucks for it. I feel like i'm wasting my money because my mum says i look weird in it D: TMS accompanied me, went hub after tht. Went home, sleep till about 9pm, phone kept ringing. Friends asked me out, was dead tired, but, he kept "insisting". Don't really know how to reject him. Went over for mahjiong till 0900 a.m, cab-ed home. Once i wake up, i get to eat my breakfast-cum-lunch, used th com & i think, i'm going back to bed. My sister & her bf are sooo irritating, making so much noise when i am sleeping D: argh ! Didn't sleep well .
* I really don't know what you want & what you expect me to do. Is there really anything wrong with me going to my friend's place? I'm trying very very hard to get over all these. You said you care in a minute, & you said you don't the next minute. I do wonder, am i just a toy to you? Forget it, you're tired, i am too. Much much more tired than you. Finally i've deleted all those msg-es tht i've saved in my inbox just for you. Finally, i've deleted the photos tht i took with you. Finally, i've made up my mind never never get into a r/s anymore. Its just too tiring, just too fake. It is just something tht is not worth for me to do stupid things for. Because, every r/s, i don't get anything in return. Maybe i'm just a puppet or toy tht people enjoyed with. The time isn't right, the right person has not come by. I'll definitely wait, till the right one. Will not get into r/s for th f-ing time being. Its time for me to enjoy life. I'm also f-ing sick & tired of yout nonsense! ; Its not tht i don't care, its tht, you do hope tht i will NOT care, right?
4:35 PM
